Keep it together, I guess it wasn’t meant to be forever.
Another restless night,
waking up in haze,
Two months now,
since we went our own ways,
maybe more for her…
I can’t go another hour,
with her in my head,
twisting up my days.
I wish I were dead.
No, not really.
I can’t make it happen.
This thing I desire,
All I ever wanted,
turns to ash in the fire,
burns me too.
So what now?
Move on, forget her.
Easier said than done.
Chin up, bite down,
Keep it together,
I guess it wasn’t meant to be forever.
You know its bad when you start making up songs about it, still I kinda like that one - I think the next set of verses should be more positive. Maybe I can add to it later when I can actually relate to that.
In other news the new Belle and Sebastian album sounds great. The Life Pursuit is out February 6th 2006 on Rough Trade Records.